A Vision of Ecstasy

Not the best quality picture, but what I am tyring to get across is not it's quality but that, "Sometimes you are the only one who can capture your own true beauty, not by using the lens of a camera, but through  your eyes." You see, there are things that the lens of the most finest camera can't even capture. 

There are those who can capture a beautiful picture, but there are only few who can see true beauty, pain, sadness from one's own eyes.

“One’s destination is never a place, but a new way of seeing things.” – Henry Miller

Mistakes

To be honest, it's alright to addmit that maybe for once in your life things won't be alright. We are only human, and it's alright that we make mistakes. Besides it's not like we are the only ones who have made a mistake, and well we won't be the last person making one because right now someone else in the world is making one. 

This is a drawing that a friend (James Robinson) of mine drew, but that I redrew and painted it on my arm and painted it in with watercolor paint and acrylic paint. I first drew the drawing on my arm with a fine point Sharpie and then I painted it in, and after it was dry I went onver it with sharpie another time. 

Insane? Maybe a little...

 The first image is a photograph that I took when went to Visalia. I really liked the little bird on the corner of these apartments. The image of the bird gave me an idea that I should start looking for images that I would like  to get tattooed. You see I have always wanted a tattoo, but like always my mother says no. So if she won't let me get a tattoo why not just draw one on myself with ink. Well the second image is not what I drew on myself, but it is indeed something that I would like to get tattooed on myself. The reason for this is that I have always enjoyed nature and I have always felt jealous of birds because they can fly away when ever they feel scared. No, I'm not insinuating that I hate to face my problems, the thing is that I have always avoided my own problems cause they seem harder to solve than everyone Else's. 

The third image is a picture of a drawing I drew that represents me. The reason I say this is because  since I moved here I have gotten all these crazy ideas, such as getting tattooed with out my mother's consent, or trying things that I would have never tried before in my life simply because I worried about what my friends would think about me. The fact is that lately I have realized that it's okay to be insane now and then as long as I don't change in a bad way. I want to be excepted despite the choices I make in life just like I except everyone else despite there bad habits. 

Taking the Step

So I have recently been drawing my little creatures that I have created in the past  on my cousin's shoes. 

It all started out when I commented that I have Sharpies that are meant for fabric and all of a sudden my little cousin is like here draw whatever you want on my shoes. So I did, then the next day she took them to school and everyone seemed to like what I had done. So the next day one of my cousin's son asked me if I could draw on his shoes too, so I did. On his shoes I drew the worm who appears, hipster, and young yet he carries a cane around. On his other shoes instead of drawing the same worm I decided to write a quote.  For my girl cousin's Vans I drew a weird little girl who has on the outfit of Alice from Alice in Wonderland. 

What do you guys think about my drawing and my job of drawing them on shoes?

Patrik, 1,5

So I just about got done watching Patrik 1.5 which by the way is an amazing moving. It's about a  gay couple Sven and Goran who want to adopt a child. But when Patrik arrives in their lives, it turns out that he's not 1.5 years old as they were told by the adoption agency, but instead turns out to be a rebellious, homophobic 15-year-old. You should watch it when you get a chance, but yeah it's not  in English, so if you only understand English don't worry you can always read the subtitle like me.

Okay, so my point is after watching this movie I got an amazing idea! Which deals photographing your average normal family and a family where you don't have a mother and father, but a mother and mother or a father and father as parents. Well now when am I going to start?

I want people to see that it doesn't matter who raises you or what your love interests might be, because either way we can all have are on happy family. Like seriously how sweet would it be have two mothers or two fathers? Like okay some people may disagree on okay it's so wrong for two men and two woman to be in love and have kids. But seriously who cares! It's better than having no parents at all! I mean if I had two mothers I would alright with it or even two fathers. I've never had a father so two would be a blessing in my opinion. But hey I can't change you're views on homosexuality, only you can.

Insane

Also a T-shirt idea!

What do you guys think? Honesty, even if it's harsh. 

Idea!

This is something that I have created. I drew it, but I just played with it on the computer. I edited it here and there and I added some text instead of actually writing it by hand.

I got the idea from a friend. I don't recall what she said exactly was but I remember her mentioning a huge ring and someone dragging it. So it accrued to me to draw it. I was thinking of making shirt and placing my drawing on them. Before I moved I got a white shirt and I drew a Superman character on this white shirt and I gave it to my friend.

At the moment I am working on some ideas on what else I could draw so I can place them on a shirt.
I don't know, but Hopefully I can start my own clothing line. But first I need and awesome LOGO! and more amazing drawings!! One day !

“It can be a trap of the photographer to think that his or her best pictures were the ones that were hardest to get. – Timothy Allen 

Okay to Smile

HI!

Okay, so this little girl is one of the sweetist little girls I know and she is a lovely ballerina. Although she has a happy childhood in real life, there are some children out  in the world that don't have a very happy childhood. Some children don't ever have a childhood.

 No matter how dark one's life may seem it's okay to smile once in a while.

Smile cause you mean it. 

On a search..

Life as I new it was based on fear, and sadness, but since that moment that my Mother and I left that place that was holding us behind; I have been hable to see life with a different perspective. The most simplist things in life make my face glow.
This picture was taken at BuenaVentura beach a couple days back. The waves appear to be pushing threw what is simply a photograph, as the child is in search of something. Don't know what though.
As for I, I'm in a search of a new beginning and a fresh new start.